My self-confidence is extremely low

I heard back from both Rutgers and Brown today. Both rejected me. I don't think I truly realized how much I wanted to go to Brown. I'm kind of glad I wasn't able to apply to Michigan. That may have destroyed me if I had been declined. There just hasn't been a lot of positive news along any front recently, and it is starting to get to me. Three schools left. I am not optimistic at all. I'm starting to convince myself that I will not be going to graduate school. Eventually I will be okay with this, but there is going to be a lot of difficult times ahead if that truly is the case.